"Vulnerable"23.04.2019by Mari MakarovJust me and the birds under the skylet me be here and stay for a while,lie under the light of sparkling eyes,blend one with the nature like a disguise.Swirl the brush through the palette of the mindhave a look around at what you can find,take a deep breath and dive into my mind,I can be vulnerable if you are kind."Wouldn't it be easier" 17.07.2017by Mari Mak...

i don't want to feel the same stupidity I felt last time when i first fell in lovei call myself out ahead of time to numb the heartbreak as it comesi can already hear the voice inside my head saying thingsthat shouldn't be said if i want this to work out for real this timei just fear knowing i'm right so much it pains me to prevent certain peoplefrom entering my life before i even let themhave ...

i see her. i see her when she thinks i don't see her in the hallwaysi see that she sees me too but we don't see each other being together i know she knows i know aboutthe same feelingswe share. it's too obvious to not show. it's been thereour time spent apart has given space to a weird animosity that wasn't there before. a strange new feeling that separates our "friendship" from what we really ...

Just a boyJust a boyJust a kissJust a touchJust a fuckJust a momentJust a mistakeJust a second oneJust a thirdJust got betterJust got worseJust a promiseJust a lieJust five yearsJust one last timeJust a final goodbye. CanvasMy lips were your canvasWrapping me up to captureYour strokes were perfectly executing my fearsThough my mind was shallowYou retrieved the wholeness in meWith every color I ...

He breaks my heartDailyWith his big beautiful smile that lights up my worldWith his sparkling eyes that I want to drown inWith his laugh that makes me gasp for breath With his embrace that I wish I could hide in foreverHe breaks my heartAnd I hate itI hate that I may never known the feel of his lips on mineI hate that I may never know what's it's like to have him as my rock to lean onMy partner...

verse 1:don’t expect me to be there in your darkest nights, in the crowded lightsdon’t expect me to keep you close, when you made me loseeverything pre chorus:don’t expect to say something, when there’s nothing more to sayi’m sorry but it has to be this wayit’s better this waydone playing your gamechorus:gave you everything, what did you give back?never ever thoughtyou could do this to meburn t...

I wished upon your eyelash,and the world was molten silver.You are my form of cardiac repair.I wallowed in the deep pools of your eyesas you played with my hair.When I blew away the eyelash with it went much more.Every trace of reluctance, and every scent of fear.I suddenly felt like I was simply here.Instead the air became enchanted with the smell of rain on tarmacand your washing powder.Thi...

And I didn't believe in love at first sight,Until I laid eyes on you.I caught you glancingfrom across the room.And I thought the rest would be historyBut you were also my first heartbreak too.Our love didn't last forever, distance played a part. We no longer sang along to the same tune.You shifted to a different key,Without ever telling me.And then when I came back home, to you,You’d already mo...

Today I want to fall in lovewith strangers. I want to bathe myself in the smell of rain on tarmacand kiss my friends.I want to unravel my brain;read my storyand roller-skate on the sea.I want to see the world.But only the good bits. I want to help those in needto make myself feel better.But today it feels like I have to remind myself to breathe.I sewed the hems of the trousers you never wore.I ...

“You can’t hurt me” Small sigh“I would never” Little lie “I trust you”Big mistake But one step is all it really takes “I love you” The words blur “And as do I” Yeah, for sure “I have never felt this way” Too bad he didn’t mean to stay.It was April when it all began The little pieces crumbleI felt it from the first “I’m tired” And his thoughts began to fumbleNo longer was it “I see us there” You...

Pandora’s Box has my heart by Kisslyn ShermerWhen I’m not around him, my hearts starts sinking. He’s my float.He makes me feel like a fire, alive. He’s my gasoline but he’s the keeper who tames my flame. The only flame that burns, just for him.High like the most dangerous drug, his eyes hypnotic as they shine and sparkle like clear blue oceans.His arms feels like home. He makes me feel safe and...

Here is my song Choked Up. It was my first ever release and it amassed 50k streams in the first month with ZERO paid promotion.  When I was 16 I went through a myriad of unfortunate circumstances.  My family was going through a really rough battle, and I was diagnosed with depression and bipolar II. I hit rock bottom my junior year of high school. I skipped school days at a time, I drank half a...