The People Who Used to Love Us

The people who used to love us
Wake up each morning,
Carrying all that we once were.
Whether rain or shine 
They drink their coffee
Or tea
Or orange juice 
And go about their lives.

The people who used to love us might see us in their dreams:
Sometimes laughing 
Sometimes screaming 
Sometimes floating in the sky;

They're
Wrought 
With 
Thoughts 
Of 
Where 
We 
Might
Go
Or, what we would say,
Should the day come where the world is smaller, after all,
And nowhere is safe;
Except for the ones that busy and bind and bend themselves awry
Moving onto the next thing like a single-use plastic---
We never cross their mind.

The people who used to love us
Might 
Cry themselves to sleep at night 
Over what used to be 
Or perhaps over shadows of things we’ve never seen 
And never shall;
Their secrets sink like the Titanic 
And only time can tell.

The people who love us still
Wake up each morning, 
Arms open to all we could be.
Whether rain or shine
They drink their coffee 
Or tea 
Or orange juice
And go about their lives.

The people who love us still 
Carry a light inside their hearts:
We dance in their imagination 
The possibility of the future 
But anything can happen;

They 
Fly
And
Fall
And
Look
And 
Crawl 
And
Cry 
When everything goes right 
Or goes wrong.
We can only hope they hold our hearts with the same reciprocity,
Trusting them to be kind.

We cannot see into the minds of the people who love us nor the ones who do not. There are only 
People loving,
People hating,
People hurting,
People praying that this year is not like the last;
And that some things stay in the past,
Yet we have no control

Except.

For what we choose to hold, 
our faces,
When we wake up in the morning 
Drink our coffee,
Or tea, 
Or stories of how things should be
And go about our lives. 
Whether or not 
We choose to choose to grow:
Let poisoned narratives go 
And cherish the ones who chose to love us 
When everything wasn't right.

The people who used to love us never leave us how we think 
or wish they would; 
They leave us lost and looking for where the broken pieces fit

Except. 

If we find those places in no one else 
If we choose to use the glue from the people who love us 
To build something better and bright,
Together, make it through the night
Yet still stand on our own 
We heal 

For this, I can only be grateful.


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