I’ve been at the bottom of the valley 
With the dirt loose as dust 
I’ve been at the top of the climb 
When no feeling’s enough 
I’ve been lost in the darkness
With my hands on my eyes 
I’ve been blinded by light 
And only wanted to cry 
I’ve had my feet on the ledge
With my heart screaming out 
I’ve been walking to bed 
Just to fall and break down 
I’ve been falling apart 
When my life’s made of gold 
I’ve smiled through days 
In the cruelest of worlds 
I’ve been madly in love
With a man not for me 
I have hated myself 
When he decided to leave 
I’ve been holding my heart 
Scared of feeling again 
I’ve been killing myself
Slowly going insane