Today I want to fall in love
with strangers. 
I want to bathe myself 
in the smell of rain on tarmac
and kiss my friends.

I want to unravel my brain;
read my story

and roller-skate on the sea.

I want to see the world.
But only the good bits. 

I want to help those in need

to make myself 
feel 
better.
But today it feels like I have to remind myself to breathe.

I sewed the hems of the trousers you never wore.
I filled the silence.

I broke it.

You didn't break my heart, 
you broke everything else.

There is no border.

There was something strange about 
that night.
Your face was symmetrical. 

Tomorrow, maybe.