No words 
can be just as painful as words meant to hurt
No words
mean no sharing, no opening up, no verbal embrace
Feels like a dozen arrows shooting at me, 
the points entering my chest and middle
I have to turn away, look at the sky
Convince myself that I am but one tiny being in this immense universe
Look at the sky, look at those incredible clouds
Like an ant
My feelings mean nothing in relation to this big picture of life

But I still feel those arrows when I remember that wordless moment
Sky save me please