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Sometimes, you feel so bad you can do nothing with it. Some people at some point feel a little better if they hurt themselves (or they just think they do). I have to admit I am one of them. I have the fear of my own self now.

Fear is intoxicating,Everything is warped,And the dead are envied,Run away to stay alive.Or...Face the shadows' torment,Everything can fall,And the living will not die,Rise up, perfect rebel. 

it’s hard sometimeswhen my mind spiralsout of controlwhen my thoughtstwist into worryand fear declares waron my heartit’s hard sometimeswhen the doubtcomes creeping incasting shadowswhere there wasonce lightso i pour it outin the form of wordsletters bleedonto the paper i holdand i realizethrough everythingthat i cannot letthis dark force winthat i am strongerthat love is on my sideand faith i...

This is a painting I created that represents how fear was/is constantly circling my mind and encroaching on my life. I manipulated a photo of the painting in photoshop to further explore how fear can distort reality Below is a poem reflecting on fear and its impact on my life The Truth About Fear  Fear is a true friendAlways there to hold youEven if you don’t want to be held  Fear is a toxic l...

Calm at first like a puddle after rainSick how he knew keeping my painAplomb in his eyesTread closeNowhere left to go No other wayMy betrayer had meIn all my nakednessAnd then I was nothing left to saveRavisherDefilerDebaucher

I am plagued by fear. Inadequacy, failure, the floor collapsing under me in my own flat if I put a bag of frozen peas in the freezer. Discovering a method of transferring even a particle of this fear into something tangible and creative, helps keep the demons slightly quieter than they would normally be. The world is confusing, frightening, ugly, lonely and dying fast. Sometimes, I find contemp...

Nobody really knows the real me,  Everyone just sees me with a smile.  There are times that I'm really happy,  other times I sit and cry all night.  Don't get me wrong I am happy to,  When I am alone I start to show.  Sometimes I don't feel it for awhile,  something sets me off then it happens.  There is some other section of me,  that i've tried not to express often.  Everyone just sees this h...

I fancy myself to be a vessel. I'm immortalised by what I do, or by what I spill out. But let me reconsider that word immortalised. I heard a guy preach a heavy message on death. He had an encounter with some dudes who said the black male is a god "we are gods" they said to this fellow who answered them plain and simple you will die like a man. At what point will this generation face the mortal...