Will you still love me when I’m a howling wind, pushing against your very foundations? I’m a tornado, constantly sucking in and spitting out.
Some days I drown in the quagmires of my psychobiological dysfunction, others I freeze, locked in the icy grip of trauma.
On other days I race through a thousand thoughts a minute and impulsively damage things, most often myself.
You deserve someone that calms you, that doesn’t worry you, someone without webs of scars criss-crossing their body and soul.
You are so pure and so tender, you are the chalk art on the pavement to my intruding thunderstorm and I am scared that even my love for you won’t be able to stop the teardrop shaped rain.
On other days I race through a thousand thoughts a minute and impulsively damage things, most often myself.
You deserve someone that calms you, that doesn’t worry you, someone without webs of scars criss-crossing their body and soul.
You are so pure and so tender, you are the chalk art on the pavement to my intruding thunderstorm and I am scared that even my love for you won’t be able to stop the teardrop shaped rain.
The first time I told you that I have a mental illness the words mixed up in my mouth.
I eventually stuttered them into order and laid them at your feet and hid my eyes from your gaze.
You smiled, you tenderly asked me some questions about it.
You were so casual, as if I’d not just spilled a confession over the floor,
as if I’d not just produced a medically named warning sign replete with red flags made of prescriptions.
I eventually stuttered them into order and laid them at your feet and hid my eyes from your gaze.
You smiled, you tenderly asked me some questions about it.
You were so casual, as if I’d not just spilled a confession over the floor,
as if I’d not just produced a medically named warning sign replete with red flags made of prescriptions.