Hidden
https://claudiacantarini.com/https://www.instagram.com/claudia.cantarini/HiddenHidden features the idea of reality of societies, being shown differently from what we imagine.Throughout the psychological language of the body Hidden explores the complicated relationship of being a human, constantly living life behind a mask.
Stay Alive
I hear the ticking of the clock as life passes me by.My screen is practically embedded in my dead dry eyes.I’m scrolling, I’m scrolling, bored out of my mind. Constant sharp pain courses through my body.Sharp aches clawing at me, tearing me up insideI wish I had a job, a salary,But health isn’t something money can buy. So I hum to myself to the beat of my heart I reprimand myself because surely...
Idle
The most restraining state of mind there is , is being idle. While a ray of good thought is corny, a flicker of bad thought could kill you.
The First Therapy Session
I step insideThe room where youDissect peopleWithout touching them And where you expect meTo bleed out tooEventually. But I'm interviewing you To see If you can handle My personal brand Of sarcasm, calculated remarks And swearing I'm polite ButI'm testing Just as I expect you to be.I'm telling you They're the toolsWe're both going to need. We both smile But understand The unspoken protocol That...
I Swam in Ocean Blues
I swam in ocean bluesWaves covering my tanned skinCooling the sun's angerAnd my own.I watched my chaos get takenWith the tideAnxiety sinking to the depths My mind breathed out.It's all more peaceful a little way from the shore,The shore.Where people are sick and dyingWhere the earth begs for its groans to be heardWhere whoever shouts the loudest wins.But I swam in ocean blues.I lived happily.
How to deal
WellYou acknowledge itYou accept itAnd you feel You feel itYou allow yourself to peelYou see yourself for realAnd you feel. You must feel. 10 minutes20 days5 years laterYou still feel You cryYou wailYou apologize to yourselfYou kiss yourselfYou hold yourselfYou remind yourself how far you've comeYou breatheAnd breatheAnd breatheAnd catch your breathAnd you move forwardReady to help to yourself...
This world...
I am stuck here,In this world that I live in, Lost and afraid, Wondering what another life is like??Questions that can never be answered, Again feeling alone and still not reason comes to mind, Stuck in this world, Help me!!I can't get out, The world is moving infront of me, The blurs around every day, Knowing that I am not part of it, What am I And I even human?!I am done with being like thisI...
Quicksand
I’m in a jungle stuck in quicksand surrounded by animals. Each individual one screaming at me to get out. How could I have been so stupid for letting myself get stuck they say, how could I have been so dumb to get myself in this situation. It’s all my fault. Taking jab after jab after jab after jab at me, relentless they let loose all their inner emotions into me. The truth is I didn’t see the ...
Hiding or Burning
I feeling I tried to translate visually, a struggle within myself regarding my faith and people. This piece is 18” x 24” and is done in acrylic paint, ink, and spray paint!
Laundry Day
I come undone Like fabrics that are being sown togetherI unfold into tidyripping apart looks like falling togetherI make clean of all my messes Make them easy and palpable And when I am living in the easyI must exaggerate feelings I live in the nocturnalParallel of what you think should happenI organized your thoughts last nightIn all the time I spent processingI dried your ink and dotted your ...
Emotional baggage
We all carry this baggage around, for some of us its obvious, like a tote bag full of groceries, for others its hard to see but they know it's there.@incaseofbrit