First is life
Until you learn strife
Until you learn night
Until you learn life
Darkness a scary sight
First time to feel your alone at night
Fighting yourself
And not any of that negative light
Losing yourself, you’ve haven’t before
Scary as plight against your own life
From darkness to light
From daytime to night
Run from the first time you hated your life
Knock on the door
You’ve never done this before
Confess about your minds intent for war
To you mom and dad at their bedroom door
First time you planned a detailed goodbye
But you say keep yourself alive
Heart breaks when the pain becomes increasingly numb
And admitting it doesn’t phase me anymore
Then finally the time the first time in awhile
I’ve seen things pick up
And I’m no more reliant
On the thought of keeping numb
For the first time in a while
I can breathe and smile
Life? I think I’ll stay for a while