My first love letter....... No.. that’s not itMy first time making someone squirm in their seat.“Haha” ~ a chuckle escaped me and a smirk took ahold of my lips. You slid, what was it? A rice Krispy, the original was my favorite, or fruit snacks, the motts one- was the only ones I trusted but Welch’s sufficed........ because it was you so you would never hear me complain. Or maybe you leaned the...

we held hands in comfortable silence together we listened to songs about lovein bed in the darkness faces illuminated by phone screens your body and mind pressed against mine  when you told me something I already knew to be true 

First time I held YouIs it possible to freeze?I felt alivein that all the other days was I dead?I'm anxious to returnin that I hope to never become numbThat place is where I must returnFirst love is electricquickGround it and channel it to light up the cities that sleep

and with the loudest static you prize my mouth open to release the bear trap, blood spilling from lip to jaw.heat is held in every quiver of my voice,i haven’t exhaled for years.crashing together in a cacophony of movement,fixing my face still,hands holding strength unchallenged,my stomach surging up through my mouth.

it looks like this:glowing highways in the early morningspent waitingwatching, wondering how the sky looks out your windowwishing each gentle tap of rain on my window too early, too late for me to be awake is youwaiting for me to let you init looks like reaching but finding nothing where something should beechoes are sometimes enough to fill the empty spacethey have to be, don’t they?it looks l...

What am I supposed to do when the first man I've ever loved no longer loves me?What am I supposed to do when I have to beg him to say the three words I want to hear the most?What am I supposed to do when the words that used to bring me so much warmth are now cold and empty?"I love you." No, you don't.You don't love me. But I really really love you. I want to wake up from this nightmare.I want t...

Remember how we used to lovethe rain? We would rush out anddance like the first flowers ofspring. No longer did we need thatRed Stripe watering can, down it wentin a gargle of defiance. The wetter we got the happier we weremy laugh ebbing with the flow of your liquid giggle. Jumpers, jackets, t-shirts,hats and even socks exchanged –anything to withstand the chill. you were never afraid to catch...

LOVE! At first sight, how corny is that...And anyway, how can anyone Be 100% confident, that the personAdmired is definitely the one. Life is not lived years in advance...These fortune tellers, say with great gustoThey know, I know, I do, I know!Today, may be my first dayWith a toe in the waterTo their world of medium ismI saw the most beautiful vision of loveAll transmitted from your eyes to m...

The flickering lamp post did nothing to dull my nerves,Seemingly there was nothing else I could do but to observe.My hands fumbled with my sweater, and I glanced around,The quiet street in the dark night deepened my frown.There was Nobody, Nobody at all,Nobody to hear my whispers, Nobody to hear my calls.And as I stood there for Nobody to clutch my heart again,I had known that with Nobody, I co...

How long will I remember you?For as long as I open the cupboard beside the one with the cups, because that’s where they were first.For as long as I start to give people my old home phone number, because that’s what it was first. For as long as I punch in the old code to my voicemail, because that’s what it was first. For as long as people ask the question,“Who did you love first?”Because you we...

His held my face in his handssoftly his lips kissed mine and racing through my mind were He’s finally Loving me He loves me FinallyHis eyes filled with Lust and they were dark pools of blueI pulled him in wanting to be one with him Me thinking This is it He loves meHe pushes me down knowing He’ll get what He wantsMy Heart is racing filled with love and as my love was coming out of my BodyHis de...

the first time i saw heri knew i fell in lovegolden hairgorgeous eyeshiding behind large glassesthe first time i touched heri knew i felt this lovechilly handswarm hearthiding behind a grey sweatshirtthe first time i kissed heri knew that she was loveaphrodite’s touchsoft lipshiding behind cool handsthe first time i loved heri knew that i was lovedstrong handssharp mindno longer hiding.