Up down living
I’m up. Of course I’m up because I’m always up. But then again it’s because I’m always down. When I’m up I’m up. Can’t sleep because I’m anxious so I’m tired and I’m up. Smoke because I’m upset I’m up. School and work wake me up.And life keeps me up.I’m not a ballon filled with helium Just upBut then again I am down.Everything is to slow or hard to getLike I’m falling into a deep hole Mad becau...
Borderline
I love you so dearlyIt burns my whole throatIf words didn’t fail meI’d scream it all dayI wear your goddamn nameAcross my whole heartYou make me feel specialBut never set apartIt’s till death do us partBut I hope I go firstBecause if you kicked the bucketI’d just follow behind you Like a lost dogyou areWorth every single scarTearBurnAnd ache in my heartThis disorder makes it harderAnd that I ca...
it took half a decade to realise you don't need cm punk's knees to go to sleep you just need to take your meds
it's a feeling i never wanted to have again the stomachclenched intestines in knots it’s the acid buildup inthe back of my throat it’s a night of missed meds i didn't even realise would do this to me it's when lifebegins again turns out the stagnation was keepingthe tides at bay now suddenly i'm 17 again i’m 21 againthe flip switches and suddenly i'm a mess again butthis time i can't even write...
