Journal Entry Series #2

The pursuit of happiness has consumed my life ever since I made my first friend. This has taken the form of the fleeting feeling of an adventure: Of trespassing, of staying out too late, travelling or discovering a new spot, has been my every second goal. But after these adventures, the question immediately poses itself and I will ask - what next? Who should I tell and how can I improve on this...

ALEXANDER KAN  The Origin of an Apparition, or the Story of a True Passion       I am convinced that God is love; such a thought                                                   has a basic, lyrical truth for me. When it exists                                                   for me in reality, I am happy beyond words.                                                  When it is absen...

   In the beginning of the 2019 film by Ari Aster we have Dani breathing , sighing heavily as she is worried about her sister . The audience finds out quickly that this is not the first time Dani’s sister has had those kind of episodes due to her bipolar disorder , but this time the email she sent felt ‘different’. She is co-dependent on her boyfriend and that represents one of her insecuriti...

I come from a country where people were living with iron curtain for decades. People were living with a lot of rules and fear. People had to fit and sometimes it meant to hide what is inside under a thick cover. You had to be modest. Humble. Nowadays some of this rules can look ridiculous and Russian people  joke about that there were no sex in USSR.  In conditions when expression of your thou...