Why do second chances exist? I know. I know the pain. I know the supressed crushing feeling of your heart which ravenously struggles to beat inside your aching chest.It murmurs as you try to catch your breath and tiny crystals dance down your cheeks, sad in their own way.It almost feels as if it longs to squeeze out,Tearing. Ripping. Shredding your flesh,Leaving the place in which it was once s...

you laid your entire life down for them on a platter and they still didn't take it  so why on earth would you think that they'd care if you took it back from them

What am I supposed to do when the first man I've ever loved no longer loves me?What am I supposed to do when I have to beg him to say the three words I want to hear the most?What am I supposed to do when the words that used to bring me so much warmth are now cold and empty?"I love you." No, you don't.You don't love me. But I really really love you. I want to wake up from this nightmare.I want t...

If my body is a templeWhy is it full of trashChipped bricksAnd a broken roof Far from holy If my body is a templeWhy do people wreck itBurn down its ideasAnd let it sitGathering dustIf my body is a templeWhy aren’t there people whoWorship itDraw towards itIf my body is a templeWhy are they not admiring itInstead of the old menWho comment on its beautyFailing to see the inside 

I don't hate you.No, hate is too strong a word.I loathe you,A secret burning anger,That can singe you, Leave you burned.But it is not hate.I detest you,A flagrant declarationFilled with disdain and backward glares.Peppered with biting comments and snide remarks. But it is not hate.Because hate is a war that never ends.It is the sounds of a battlefield.It is the two sides, Cleaving deep canyons ...

Your love was iridescent, and luminous too, Saturated my heart with the rainbow that was you, Then an alternate angle changed the view, You left me abused,With a darkened hue, Purple and blue, Broken and bruised,Now my world is monochrome,Without tones of you. 

For those of you who dont know me it doesnt make a diffrenceBut I come to you as a new woman today For I had a relization and this might be entirely obvious to you Maybe is just meBut I woke up and thought "my god im alive, I'm really actually alive!" That thought hit me like the butt end of a rifle I kissed the ground and thanked it.Thanked the dust and hair stuck to my lip. I must have been s...