Honestly, this past year and the beginning of 2020 has changed my understanding of confusion and instability. The mistakes and changes that once caused these feelings are nowhere close to what I am currently experiencing at this very moment. I assume most would call this growth, comparing the problems of your late teens to early twenties. There is a constant feeling of instability when you beg...

For me this song is about the ending of a long-term relationship and learning how to live with the void of that deeply-rooted bond—and the distractions that we use to not feel the heartache and loss, to avoid looking deep into the mirror and confronting our own mistakes and misgivings.  There’s a drawn out process of grieving that happens through avoidance and distraction...a haunting of munda...