For those of you who dont know me it doesnt make a diffrenceBut I come to you as a new woman today For I had a relization and this might be entirely obvious to you Maybe is just meBut I woke up and thought "my god im alive, I'm really actually alive!" That thought hit me like the butt end of a rifle I kissed the ground and thanked it.Thanked the dust and hair stuck to my lip. I must have been s...