My First

You said “I love you” first.
You touched me first.
You begged me first.
You lied to me first.
You fell out of love first.

I hurt at first.
I learned to lie to myself first.
Then the rest fell into place

It was my fault at first.
You cried first so I must have been the one to break you first.
I watched you fall first then
Pull me in again second
Then as we danced in the breeze of a second wind
You spun me around and stabbed me in the back
First.

You were my first. 
You weren’t my first real love,
But you were my first  real heartbreak.

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