Here I sit
Alone once again
It was bound to come
But when it hit, I refused to accept it
It hurts
When he left it hurt
I thought we’d be friends forever
No
That was naive
I thought we’d have another couple of years together at least
But he turned and said goodbye and moved on
Deep down I knew it was coming
But I still defied it
This is what I deserve
I never deserve enough
……………………..
Is it?
…………………
I miss him
I miss the way we would talk
Everyday like clockwork
From morning to night
Sometimes I wanted more
But I kept quiet, enjoying what I had
And man did I enjoy it
It was enough
…………….
Why did he leave me?
He was lonely
I wasn’t enough
I’m never enough for them am I..?
………
The days are quiet now
I stare outside and remember the times we would talk while I watched the sunset
The quiet hue the sun gave off as it hit the water was enough
It was more than enough
It was tempting
I wanted that feeling to last
Forever
I was willing to be his forever
But like always
I was not enough
