alone or lonely ?

alone or lonely ?

A used to cry myself to sleep when i was alone.

Wanted to be wanted,

like my pain it would atone.

Thought that alone was the worst i could feel

until i found what it was like to be lonely.

No longer alone but lonely.

I’m screaming in an empty wood,

while at my hair i pull.

Didn’t wanna be alone but now i’m lonely.

Myself is never enough,

she mocks me, that’s her chance.

Could never dance alone much less exist while lonely.

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