The Loneliest Firsts

The longest road I’ve taken
isn’t the road
I ever wanted to take.

Having to drive to the cemetery
when I want to talk
renders me speechless.

I first realized my life would never be the same when I woke up...came downstairs...didn’t see you on the couch...didn’t hear you say good morning...didn’t know how the plants were doing until I checked on them myself.

The second first came when I wanted potatoes, but you weren’t there so I could ask you to make them.

The third first came when I was putting my knitting away.
I knew I’d never finish the project.
Didn’t know how.
10/6/20
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