Sometimes, I find myself gasping for air,tossed about by waves,struggling to stay afloat.I am overwhelmed.All it takes is one final wave to crestbefore I am plunged into the depthsof my psyche,being pulled to wherethe deceptively calm cerulean of the surfacegradates into navy.It feels as though my ankle is tetheredto the ocean floor by a ropeand that rope is getting shorter,or perhaps it is bei...

For me this song is about the ending of a long-term relationship and learning how to live with the void of that deeply-rooted bond—and the distractions that we use to not feel the heartache and loss, to avoid looking deep into the mirror and confronting our own mistakes and misgivings.  There’s a drawn out process of grieving that happens through avoidance and distraction...a haunting of munda...

Thanks for listening. #FluyeConLaVida is so far the most important song I've created, it came to me during some struggles with anxiety and mental health, it all started with my desire to learn to flow with those things that don't turn out the way we want, the song gave me a outlet, a breath, a philosophy, a new way of living and experiencing life. This song is a reminde to live here and now,, ...

You are as beautiful to me as the day is rare, you who are as rare to me as happiness, and though this day too is as beautiful as you are to me,without you it would consist of little more than sweet, empty air;happiness without your love could be any day, though fair; it's you I breathe in more deeply than even the sweetest air.Copyright © 2022 Paul McNeilly All Rights Reserved

The first time I touched your skinYou felt like my first sinYou tasted like autumn on my lips,but your hands felt like summer on my hipsYour finger grazed my tounge that danced with smokeYou said no drug could make you feel like thisI told you to inhale whilst I placed your open palm on my trembling heartI laid as bare as the flame we held in the middle of the moon lit darkI tried not to crumbl...