Numbing

No matter how or when, I feel numb
No matter how much I press my lips in stillness

If it did matter, whether if I have my own mindset
If it did matter, the weather is too cloudy to suffice

I never tried drugs before but I wish I knew
Because if I did, my mind would finally die faster

But whats the point in dying if I I’m yearning to go to bed
A step closer to death

But what is the point in sleeping if I’m already numb
Whats the point in numbness if I’m just experiencing depression.

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