Too often I think back to the first night we met
And how scared I was when you hugged me from behind
I struggled to gasp for air as you noticed I couldn’t think straight
But really I reflect because I knew I would run away from you
Always running from anything that feels real
Now all I want is someone to make me feel alive
Not realizing everything I seek is within always and forever
I always feel sad when I think of you
I only get mad when I think of you
it's better for my health to just forget you
but the growth wouldn't feel right without you
Note to self:
I hope you know the problem was never you
the problem was dishonesty and denial
your intuition never lied
women have all the power
problems arise when we forget that
I release you
I don’t need you
I found me and she is all I need
