It was chaos
To navigate my inner world
To perceive things differently
To allow the falling
Falling deep within myself and being reborn anew
It was beautiful chaos
The way the universe was created
Beautiful madness
Infinite death and rebirth
Going to war with self
To the underworld
Seeing the cycles and the pain
Allowing the battle cry
Flying the white flag
Surrendering to self
Surrendering to God
Feeling everything and holding every part of me
I welcome the transformation
I allow the shedding of old skin
Of the cocoon
The death of my old selves
I allow the rise
The blossoming
The rebirth who I know I have always been inside
I take quiet notes from those before me
Observe the way of being of my ancestors
I honour them
I rewrite the story of us
I allow love to pour through my lineage
To heal
The cycles stop with me