Colorblind

I’m looking for the edge of your little blue shirt in the crowded room of subdued grey 
The world  has recently been colorblind 
The vibrancy, the life worth living has been lost 
Perhaps ive been living in the future hoping I would see it sooner when I should be living in the moment 
Appreciating the grey instead of searching for the blue 
Not waiting for the light to reflect 
But reflecting in the colorblindness