This track is all about my second battle with creativity, wanting to get out of the 'wasteland' that I have created, from my want for success. This is the questioning about really who do I want to become, creatively drained or creatively fulfilled? If I do make it up there, what do I want to represent, a hollow image of a figure without a face, or someone with a personality?

The dichotomy really is that I don't know what or how I want to represent myself as, that is an issue with me, as I change desires every few years, I am a changed person to who I am a few years ago, and the fear is that if I don't want to be authentic and who I am, then what will I be?  Will I be able to bear the burden of fame, should I ever make it up there. 

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this song goes out to the creatives, fighting for their identity.