I’ve been starstruck 

Obsessed and as such

Full of flush and lust

Never could a face like that disarm me this much

But it wasn’t her beauty

It was that memory that struck me 

A dagger quick to pierce my lungs and leave

Me frozen in time

I’m quick to consume

The feelings of warmth

Before they fade too quick

Right as they begin to console the misshapen form

That has beget my heart

And I’m forced to face the darker parts

Of the void she left behind

She left me behind

I can only stare 

And so did she

No more shy butterfly eyes

From our yesterdays

The moments of infatuation followed by coffee dates; midnight runs

Now in flames

Should I dare call out her name

But I’m cocky; stupid and smile at her anyway