The first time I say hello
I don’t smile
That’s interests you
And I know it does
So you’ll come back
Next time I say hello
Next time I say hello
I smile
I add conversation
To confirm you are in fact
The type to want a chase
I shouldn’t, but I want that too
The type to want a chase
I shouldn’t, but I want that too
Yet I don’t want to face
The part of me that wants you to chase
The me that knows how to finally manipulate
The trait I have that controls my gait
That keeps your gaze
That keeps your gaze
So what I’m trying to say
Is this is not for you
But for the you that was before,
Is this is not for you
But for the you that was before,
And this is (for now)
The first.
The First time I’ll say goodbye
&
&
The Last time I’ll say hello
To the part of me that I’m ready to let go