straight girl
you are the bane of my existence
you steal the girls i love and deny the emotions i feel for you
i can’t feel anything towards you
i’m not angry
you don’t know what you’re doing
you don’t know how much you hurt
when you bat your eyes and smile with the force of a thousand suns
and for what?
attention of a girl you don’t love
straight girl
with your athletic looks and muscles and perfect grades and hair and life
you’re attached at the fucking hip
when you know how much i love her
and know the power you hold
you have her in your palm
and i can’t do anything but watch
wishing i was you
but instead i’m me
and she wouldn’t even bother to look my way when you’re in the room
i don’t know what i have to be for her but she asks me to go places just to see me
says she’s only there because i’ll be there
how she misses me
how she loves me
and how that all changes when you open the door
jealousy is ugly
but so am i
i would change everything for her i would be totally new
but the one thing i can’t change is what she loves
straight