today i feel sad
i got out of bed
and i found myself mad
at the fact i wasn’t dead
the bird singing
out my window
left when i cried
for him to go
the sun pierced out
from behind my shutters
i’d rather blackout
cause now my head hurts
i went down to have breakfast
but i didn’t have enough time
i wanna go back in the past
when nothing ever had to rhyme
so i went to brush my teeth
because society and people
do not like you if you reek
and you end up all alone
i caught my eye in the mirror
avoided the look of it
then when back to make clearer
that i was the one on it
small eyes wreathed by dark circles
my hair a mess in disorder
cheeks punctuated with pimples
that face has nothing to offer
so i wash it and make it pretty
put a bit of foundation on
otherwise they will feel pity
for the sleepless night i pulled off
but that’s only what they think
i did rest
i even wore a dress bright pink
on my quest
that i dreamt of
i catch my eye again
who is she
a warrior or a weakling?
i think i know her better
she can do good things
she knows things
she has a mind and a powerful voice
don’t cross her out, there are consequences to this action
she has a presence
she knows who she is
she has a nice face, doesn’t she?
and the hair is perfectly shaped
a feeling of belonging
to the whole universe
nests in my heart
when she looks at me
i have only just met this stranger
but i think i love her
and i think she loves me
and if she doesn’t, i will make her
because she seems like she is good enough
so why shouldn’t i be?
i am she
she is i
in the end i think
today i am worth it
and if anyone thinks the opposite
then let them:
today i have decided
that today i love myself.
