miracle, music

the first time I heard
my grandmother play piano
I was enamoured
by magic; 
 
she let her hands be moved  
by elegance
and danced across ivory keys,
so I revelled in the joyous moments  
when hidden hammers hit strings, 
reverberating, 
creating  
a miracle,
a melody -
music.
 
my grandmother's favourite family 
of pieces to play was Beethoven's 
'Sonata Pathetique'.  
just the middle movement, mind -  
the younger brother is brash, and 
the older, belligerent,  
I always found their 
blustering melodies 
discordant in my heart. 
 
the middle child, however, 
is softly spoken in A flat major, 
sensitive to her brother's boasting. 
she reminds me of myself, 
this young girl, 
the black sheep of the family, shy,  
sheepish at first,  
but when her quiet confidence  
begins to grow  
and glow  
she resounds in her warmth.  
 
ah, but her dulcet dreaming shows  
a penchant for romanticising the  
bittersweet,  
and her touch,  
cool and electrifying, 
leaves hairs prickled on skin.  
 
my grandmother all those years ago 
expressed the young girl's sweet 
and sorrowful song  
so exquisitely. 
enamoured,  
and five years old, I did not know 
how I was able to feel 
the fullness of the emotions 
of a life  
not known, 
but her story was so poignant 
and so resonant with me, 
somehow. 
 
and so, I joined my grandmother 
on the piano stool  
and there and then  
she taught me 
the tools of her trade,  
moving grace,  
passed down from her hands to my own.  
 
my hands now hold  
the melodies of many and  
muscle memory brings  
the young girl out once again - 
her song, sweet and sorrowful still  
so moving  
and moving my hands I  
know her more  
for I become her  
I am her  
in those moments I glide over the keys, 
there is no separation between  
her story and my own. 
 
my fingers dance and her heart sings  
and we become one in resounding grace 
our embrace  
reverberates, ripples  
out, and
transforms the world - 
for music is the proof of  
miracles, 
and the craft of the artist 
sheds light 
on the divine. 
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