the first time I heard
my grandmother play piano
I was enamoured
by magic;
she let her hands be moved
by elegance
and danced across ivory keys,
so I revelled in the joyous moments
when hidden hammers hit strings,
reverberating,
creating
creating
a miracle,
a melody -
music.
my grandmother's favourite family
of pieces to play was Beethoven's
'Sonata Pathetique'.
'Sonata Pathetique'.
just the middle movement, mind -
the younger brother is brash, and
the older, belligerent,
I always found their
blustering melodies
discordant in my heart.
blustering melodies
discordant in my heart.
the middle child, however,
is softly spoken in A flat major,
sensitive to her brother's boasting.
she reminds me of myself,
this young girl,
the black sheep of the family, shy,
sheepish at first,
but when her quiet confidence
begins to grow
and glow
she resounds in her warmth.
ah, but her dulcet dreaming shows
a penchant for romanticising the
bittersweet,
and her touch,
cool and electrifying,
leaves hairs prickled on skin.
my grandmother all those years ago
expressed the young girl's sweet
and sorrowful song
expressed the young girl's sweet
and sorrowful song
so exquisitely.
enamoured,
and five years old, I did not know
how I was able to feel
the fullness of the emotions
of a life
how I was able to feel
the fullness of the emotions
of a life
not known,
but her story was so poignant
and so resonant with me,
somehow.
and so, I joined my grandmother
on the piano stool
on the piano stool
and there and then
she taught me
the tools of her trade,
the tools of her trade,
moving grace,
passed down from her hands to my own.
my hands now hold
the melodies of many and
muscle memory brings
the young girl out once again -
her song, sweet and sorrowful still
so moving
and moving my hands I
know her more
for I become her
I am her
in those moments I glide over the keys,
there is no separation between
her story and my own.
my fingers dance and her heart sings
and we become one in resounding grace
our embrace
reverberates, ripples
out, and
transforms the world -
for music is the proof of
miracles,
and the craft of the artist
sheds light
on the divine.