the first time 

i got high 

i thought to myself 

“this is what has been missing,

this is the missing puzzle piece 

inside of me. 

this is what life 

is supposed to feel like. 

this endless laughter 

and feeling that 

the good times will never end

is what i’m supposed to be feeling. “

my life when from back and white 

to full blown color when i got high

and i can never give that up.