listening to the soothing waves of the sea 

she kissed me 

only ten years old , lost kids 

in my mind ,  I was nothing but confused 

I wondered what magic spell she used 

she kissed me 

a couple of harmless , young hearts 

laying on the soft sand 

she took me there , to Loveland 

our head tilted watching the stars 

she kissed me 

I still remember the scar on your left knee 

everything changed 

although the moment, 

full of joy and innocent giggles 

the shame and tears followed 

so much pain I have swallowed 

the loss of friendship came too 

after that kiss , not a word shared with you 

I wonder where you are  

your voice I haven’t heard in years  

everything is different now 

I no longer wish to be someone else 

I am no longer scared 

I wish more memories we shared 

that kiss , the beginning of so many wars 

from time to time ,  I still think of those eyes of yours.