It is in your narcissistic nature

To tell me that you tried

And that you were a great friend

And that you are flawless

I used to swallow your poisoned lies

You made me believe that I needed you

I dont.

I stopped caring,

I stopped loving,

I stopped trusting,

But only you.

I know what is real.

I know what a friend is.

Someone who helps me grow

Encouragement and support 

Truth and trust

You gave me nothing but regret

I was trapped in your hollow love

Unsafe and scared

I worried constantly 

What if I say something wrong?

You are a bully.

I felt fear.

My dreams disturbed me.

One day it clicked

I don’t need you.

So I blocked you,

Said goodbye,

And I didn’t talk to you

But you can’t accept that

You are a parasite.

“Don’t ignore me”

“Unblock me please”

“This is stupid”

I’ve heard it before 

Your lies are transparent.

The truth is

You’re scared that I don’t need you

You are so desperate to cling on to me

I used to think I needed you

I apologised 

A lot

Said empty words to avoid conflict 

But it is not my fault 

That you are intimidated by my ability to survive without you

If you truly loved me

Why didn’t you ever show it?

Be nice

Say sorry

Is it so hard for you to think about someone other than yourself?

So

I’m leaving 

Call me a bitch

Threaten me

It doesn’t work anymore

You don’t hold power over me anymore 

I’m leaving.

I don’t need your response or reaction

I’m doing this for me

I’m doing this to be free