Oh God

Oh god I never knew 
That the pain of losing you 
Would leave me so alone 
So afraid, the world becoming 
A darker shade. I always wanted 
To find a way to make you see 
That I was worth loving 
Making my way, my way 
The only day I ever saw 
That my way wasn’t it, at all 
Was when you found me deep inside 
The mask I used to hide behind.